My Life

Tis few days i donnoe wat i have been tinking of. Love really hurts alot,when someone whom u love reject u or hve some reason which could not be tgt with u. I'm a person who get jealous easily when someone whom u love is treating other ppl or ur fren so gd and so close. When the person whom u loved gt entertained by ur fren and was like laughing happily but when u try to entertain it was like she just smile.. i donnoe wat crazy thinking i have,i don want to be like tis.I feel so hurt. every night my tear will roll down my eye when i tink of ur loved one being so close with ur fren but nt u and making fun pushing him around but not me. it maybe childish for other ppl but tht wat i like i want her attention and love.. Sometime i feel like dieing just like tht,being hit by car is wat i tink of for dieing. Sometime i would open my window and look down.. If i die my fren and love one would be sad and crying for me,but slowly the imagine of me would just disappear from their mind..Slowly i would be an air partical to all of them. But for me even if i die i will always rmb of my fren,my family and loved one,will look over them and not letting them get any harm. Even if sacrificing myself for them i don mind,i will do for them no matter wat to get their happiness back.. Slowly somedays my fren, i will nt be on this world anymore. Being hurt by love once - it's okay,twice - still can forget , thrice - starting to be afriad , fouth -having fear of falling in love again.. For guy hurting girls heart is nth and ppl don care,i pity those girl who put so much effort and true love in thier loved one. LOVE IS COMPLICATED... Y DO LOVE HVE TO BE SO CRUEL ?


the result btw us had turn so bad tht,she wants me to forget her. i told her we still can continue be fren. repiled u shld nt had knw me,find other fren bah gd night sweet dream.. and silent